Fruits Basket is awesome. I love the message it tells, it makes me want to cry, really. All about acceptance and stuff. Bin is a fruitcake. He gets away from the computer and he's lovely, but as soon as he's in that damn game again... I'm all of the sudden glad I've been chatting to random people for the past few days. Aah, and yes, my brief encounter with a black woman. It was good. May never happen again but damn, was it good.

I never though hospitals smelled, but today with my dad back in emergency I realized... Hospitals do really smell. And one would think with all the cleaner and disinfectant they use hospitals would smell nice. But they don't. They smell of sick. Kind of depressing that they do. *Sighs* Oh well.

I managed to actually change the damn layout of my journal. W00T! I am awesome. It's sad how HTML or anything of the sort confuses me to a point of outbursts of anger. But, I have overcome this... for once. >.<

I hate facebook. It's deep-rooted. I don't want to contact anyone for answers to a damn quiz, nowgimmemyscores!!! *Kick*

Aaaand, holy shit Bin just gave me a scare by coming in the door. *Hides pictures of naked women and yaoi* Yup, I am not weird at all. I don't think he's quite figured out the truth about me.

My cat just scared me to death. Slammed into my door and literally went flying across the carpet! Apparently the sudden appearance of Bin in the house is amazing to my pets. And of course then proceeds to claw his way into my lap. x.o

I will be hopefully seeing the new Harry Potter movie soon, I have just finished a long and grueling movie marathon with Suzie... If she dares to ask me a thousand and one questions throughout the movie I will kill her. The sixth book was my favourite and if Ralph Fiennes is Voldemort again I think I'll orgasm within the theater. No Joke. I was misty eyes when I saw his performance in the two movies I watched today... I literally fell over. xD Oh how Suzie laughed.

Now I keep thinking I want to research something every morning and then I forget it as soon as I have to start feeding Sasha... Oh well.

*Takes random quiz about Hogwarts sorting and finds herself put into Slytherin* I really should feel bad about that, I think.

I am up at 2:46 in the morning. It is now Saturday. I had a random urge. I fulfill it now!

So, here I was, about 15 minutes ago, searching through Harry/Draco folders and pictures. One thing that annoys the hell out of me is when the actors in the movies are used to represent the relationship because quite frankly... I don't see them as the real deal. >.> If that makes any sense. If I was an actor I really don't think I'd fancy seeing pictures of myself with another actor plastered all over the internet. Wait a second... I would love that, if it were me. It would be a wonderful way to break the ice!

Okay, scratch that, if I were someone else more sane than myself, then I would hate it. Better when the artist makes a completely new and interesting character of the fanart, I think. Works best for me.

Questions for no-one!

Are mothers supposed to be agonizingly annoying on pretense?

Are boyfriends supposed to be satisfactory for only one reason?

Why are girls better than boys?

Why do I detest facebook but search around it every once in awhile?

Exactly who the hell determined I would be a Harry Potter and Yaoi fan all in one?

Why does this not bother me?

Why do I think it should bother me?

I have in my house, at this exact moment, eight puppies, three cats, two snakes, a bunny and a cockatoo!! Yesterday it was nine puppies, however, Darya and I are slowly, oh ever so slowly, getting rid of them. Two/three are leaving today for sure!!! And I'm keeping one, as is Darya. Sooo that means... Only three more need homes! Actually two as some guy named peda-phill is taking a puppy sometime in the next week. But two... THEY NEED TO GO!! They are tearing my room apart aaand... Driving me insane.

I like the puppy I picked, I named her Sasha. She's very good, as far as I know. o.O Apparently she likes me. Yay! I've never been a fan of dogs, but she is cute.

So Anthony (An ex of mine) and I talked a lot yesterday and we finally came to a conclusion about our friendship... It's non-existent and that we really do still love each other. I know for awhile I was jumping between him and another guy (Not to mention the really attractive girl that comes into my Subway. xD) but... Well, he's the only person to ever make me swoon. And I mean a delirious happy face goes to my mouth whenever I see or talk to him. He just... knows me inside and out somehow. I always knew he did but he hurt me and I didn't want to forgive him for it.

Last night though, talking to him about maybe going to Japan with him was too much fun. I realized how much I miss him, and when I don't think about it it's easier for me to get along from day to day. But that's all I've been doing lately. I want to start my life with him, crazy as it is. And my biggest fear right now is him leaving me... I knew it then how much I cared for him and that I have to stop fooling around with others. Or else he'll leave me. I'm not good at monogamy, actually I hate the idea of it, however I'll try for someone I love.

Is it weird to feel so complete when he's around? If I ever had a soulmate, I think he is it. And I don't want to lose him.

He loves ghosts so going in August is ghost season there, it'd be much fun. And he would become my mule for yaoi books. xD Thinking about this is just, making me so happy. Damn, he needs more money so he can come back to Canada damnit!! All my friends want to meet him too, I just wish he was not so damn awkward in the bedroom. >.> <.<

And it makes me very happy in a possessive way when he tells me he has a dream about me every night. Kinda weird, I guess. But still, I want to monopolize his time and thoughts. xD I guess my goal has been met! Go team Nikki!!

I cannot wait for Halloween, it's going to be very fun. My friends and I are going out as fairies. xD Yes, that is right. We are showing off our true colours!! >.> <.< And I plan to wear a costume to work. *Snickers*

Anyways, I really just wished to babble. I'm tired as all hell these days, after all. There is this very cute girl who comes in every Sunday and I have a sneaking suspicion she is gay. :D I have moments with her and damn, does she make me blush. x.x I hate it!! (Actually I rather enjoy acting like a blushing virgin whenever she is around but shhhh!) Anyways, I am totally looking forward to Thursday and Halloween. ^_^

Well, my computer got infected with spyware, and it affected my anti-virus protection system... Essentially made it so that I could no longer scan an delete viruses. So my dad had to reboot the system... HOWEVER! When he went to back up my files, he didn't complete it and lost ALL of the files I hadn't back up-ed yet. So essentially, most of it was on the internet, not a total loss. But he lost three of my stories. T-T And in all honesty, I have no idea how I will regain those because I don't write a whole lot anymore, it may take another freaking year just to write them up again. *Cries* Why do people waste their time by making viruses? Are these people idiots, or are they just assholes? I think I want to create a virus that sends a virus back to the sender and kills their computer as well. You should get what you give. >:{

So today I've decided that I've encountered too many things that will cause my life to be a bit shorter than expected, and thus, I shall talk about them.

1. Stairs! I hate going down steps or stairs. I always have to watch my feet and take one step at a time. It could be three, or five hundred, but they will still cause my death one day... Or serious injury. I have zero balance on the damn things.

2. Intersections. You know those stupid intersections that curve JUST before you're turning? And then some asshole, who's speeding, almost hits you as you try to dart onto the other road because you failed to see them when they were behind the bend two seconds ago. Yepp, that'll kill me for sure.

3. Ladders. I don't have a problem with heights. It's ladders I hate. Trying to go up then is way too wobbly for my liking; at any time it could shift, and when it does... BAM! You've hit you're head and you're in a coma.

(I'm paranoid, ねえ？)

4. My cats. They're love-able, but evil. 'nuff said.

5. No seriously, my cats are always underfoot and I almost squash them. In order to avoid this I hop around like a one-legged flamingo, but then they're under the foot I'm hopping on! Therefore, one day, I will crash to the ground and crack open my head because of those beasts.

6. Fast food. I love the stuff, I won't lie. But it'll probably clog up my arteries like hair clogs a sink in your tub. I hate watching what I eat, but it becomes apparent to me that I don't live like a pioneer, and I have too much access to the stuff.

7. Yaoi and Yuri. I'm just to obsessed with them. *Evil grin*

8. Pregnancy. I have too weak a heart for it to go in any way smoothly. But I'll still get pregnant, and I'll still have a child.

9. Dogs. They know I'm scared of them, and one day, I'll come across one with one heck of a foul disposition. And it will know I'm terrified and attack me, I'm sure of it.

10. Work. Some days are just too tiring. I hate them. Why haven't I quit yet? Oh right... I got a raise.

Ten things. I guess that's pretty good? Ah, I was bored.